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A guy had a crush on this girl. He follows her wherever she goes. One day the girl noticed & asked the guy:

Girl: Why do you keep on following me?
Boy: Because you’re so pretty and I think I’m falling in love with you.
Girl: Really? But you haven’t met my friend yet. She’s prettier than me and she’s right behind you. The guy looked behind him but found no one.
Boy: Are you making fun of me? There’s no one behind me.
Girl: No, but if you really love me, you won’t look back.

 

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the meaning of cherish.

time check: 2:54am
i’m working tmr! i regretted not working on friday which is a public hol. double pay leh! sigh.

we are always able to do everything and anything for the ones we love. convo earlier on set me thinking ha ha ha.
one gets tired, i’d been here for so long and yes, i’m losing my grip. because i know i don’t deserve such treatment?

new moon w favourite girls on monday! ♥
not easy to find friends you’ll be comfortable and really be yourself when you’re w them.
very glad that i’ve them. :}

very quickly, its the end of november. received my paycheck and its really pathetic but well.. a lil more than what i thought! hahahahaha. i wish i can work more so i’ve more money! i can’t wait for december to come, but at the same time dreads it. because its gonna be mst soon. big big sigh!

tmr is public hol = no school day! :D

met up w favourite girls for dinner @ ichiban amk hub yest. miss them very much >:)

i’ve been missing school like never before. i hope i will feel the joy of gg school very soon like please!
but at the same time i’m really glad that i’m starting to clear those piles of projects…………….. just like i’d stayed up to 4am to do research for proj and i finally feel that i’m doing proj after like 7 months of school? ha ha ha.
very soon, it will be exam period follow by holiday. so love love! >:) actually i think poly life passes really fast? esp like 2 hours lesson, maybe 1hr or so and its end of it alre. and like hols come very quickly, to me at least? oh well, probably just because i only attended school an average of 3 days per week. big sigh!

work have been really fine, except that i’m working very little that i think when my pay comes, its gonna be real pathetic. >:( i wish its 30th nov now so that i can get my pocket money and my pathetic pay so i won’t feel so poor like how i’m feeling now. sigh sigh sigh. its really terrible to see my bank balance going down every single day. where’re all the money? >:(

幸福的抉择

caught 2012 w cousin love last thursday! very nice but the duration of the movie kills. i want to watch new moon w my favourite girls! okay poke, girls? >:)

currently watchg 幸福的抉择. i like the storyline but not the casts.
school tmr, i don’t like.

haven’t been meeting up w my favourite girls.

assignments, projects………..

tekong was not fun at all, very warm and boring!
not only that, we must do a reflective essay 400 – 600 words regarding the trip…………..

listed down the total no. of assignment + proj to do, hell.
so many of them.

time check – 2:03am

visiting tekong tmr, its a class/course trip.
busy w sis’s wedding montage.
busy w working.
busy w watching drama (omgggggg 海派 come out ep4 faster please!)
busy w searching for new prog/software to watch drama online,
tried pps/pplive/xunlei and many more but ntg seems to be better compare to funshion for the quality? but funshion’s uploading of drama is very slow! still stuck at 甜心 ep4 only! don’t have 下一站,　幸福 also. argh!
any recommendation people?
busying w everything, but not studying!
exams on the 7th, big sigh!

revamped cca system, each must have a cca at least. no intention to go uni, can i not take one?
but it means i will really not be going uni after making the choice, big sigh again!
i don’t like to study. i’ve all the mood in the world to do everything except studying, big big sigh!
but think again, w a low gpa i can’t go any uni as well. ah well..

too many things need to be sorted out.
too many things need to be done.
too many things need more careful planning.
too little time for unnecessary things then, smtg good.

visited old bean the other day again, much mre awkwardness this time round.
half an hour period we merely talked for 10 mins w the rest of the 20 mins staring at the screen.
i was looking at my watch w sis and he asked us to go first thinking that we were in a rush.
that moment, i feel v guilty though.
very much, i wanted to stay in that room and find a topic for us to talk.
25mins later, we wanted to leave but the door was locked and we couldn’t get out.
others yearned for more time, we wanted to leave so quickly, ha.
no, i’m not being soft-hearted.

i want to meet fav girls every week. but it seems that all of us are too busy w our own stuffs.
wed – visits to tekong ends @ around 6pm, dtp will be workg then.
thurs – meet up w amychua cousin for movie.
fri – accompany sis to see doctor.
sat – family day.
sun – work.
big big big sigh! miss you girls!

and i really really regretted putting my gems on friday!
if not every friday holiday for me leh
big big big big sigh!

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humans.

received a news today. the first word that came to my mind: misunderstanding.
yes, again? when will us, human beings, stop ruining our relationships w one another just because of misunderstanding?
but after thinkg further, it may not just be misunderstanding alone that caused the whole problem.
next coming up: trust.
we shouldn’t trust others so easily, should we? upon taking the first step to trust others, it might just become the very good weapon for others to hurt you. of course, this shall exclude our dear families and friends
so, did i trust the wrong person or it was just a misunderstanding?
we.. learn as we grow.

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anyw, i did went to school today. i thought i am fine w my subj, at least not that bad just a couple of reading can let me catch up w the rest. until captain raj threw tons of questions at me today, i couldn’t answer all of them. when smtg doesn’t interest you at all, somehow it really sucks. when we had already chosen a path, we’ve the responsibility to make it right even if it was the wrong one?

yest night i followed my heart to talk things out w you.
i hope you understand, all i think we need is a clear-cut.
the feeling you’re feeling now, i can understand totally.
and i know how terrible it feels like.
” If you feel like giving up, think of why you held on for so long in the first place. “
or ” Why hold onto it so tightly when you know you’ve to give up one day? “

today: self-reflection day? lol

i missed school again >:(

i wished i can kick my bad habit away – for missing school at least once every week.
i tried letting chicken baked rice to motivate me to school today but still failed.
worst stilllllllllllllllll, chicken bowl closed down alre. that’s my fav food @ school yknow! *bangs wall

i’m looking forward to friday! because favourite girls are meeting for movie on that day and supper w my polyfriends @ night! saturday will be visiting old bean again. mummy bought sudoku and wordsearch for him to do, how cute. sis actually suggested buddha kind of books. rofl?

i’m tasked to do my sis’s wedding montage for her but i’m totally new and noob to this type of thing! but still, i’m very excited and lookg forward to do it. i realised i actually have interest in this type of thing, esp those commercial thing. mmm, but i’m like somehow stuck w ships, oil tankers, export, import, sea, maritime. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

i started workg last sunday. everything was fine esp when i’m able to knock off @ 8pm which means no closing! but next week i’m gg to exchange w leon and do the closing shift. but nvm, i hope mummy is coming to fetch me home that day! but that day there’s this customer (an aunty) who pissed me off totallllllly! argh. she eyed on a bag and she actually took 1 hour plus on the bag thinking if she shuld buy it. i mean, its okay for her to take so long. but she took the bag everywhere, put the bag under our lights for idk why! sniffed the bag so closely until her mouth touches the bag as if she’d bought it alre too, argh. asked me to take a new piece for her but complained that the zip was too difficult to zip/unzip. (but new bags are like this what!) so she asked me to put back the new piece. half an hour later, asked me to take a new piece for her again. and blah blah blah, she ended up complaining that the bag was too soft and she don’t want it anymore and left. pfffffffft. >:(

i’m stucked w dramas recently too, 桃花小妹 and 海派甜心. both are v nice shows!
and oh, is this coming monday a holiday?

hello, i’m bored.

caught My Girlfriend Is An Agent w bestf today.
very nice show, had a good laugh there!